I love my friend and respect 'em but I do not feel respected and very happy about sharing my home. I would like to do this with a loving, open, and happy heart; but too many changes in my own space without my prior knowledge makes me feel so uncomfortable. Had to put my soul mate to sleep this week and training a new therapy dog. This part of training is hard to do when someone goes behind you and does different things than you do with your dog. The person is a great person...maybe I am just not as loving and great (LOL) as I thought I was.
To a family birthday party this past week with those I plan to take my first cruise on soon. The only one's that made sense were the children and the relatives by marriage, not blood. I told an important person in my life I will take a writing journal and a good reading book; my tennis shoes and a water bottle. I will simply let the grandma hang and play with the youngster and I will walk, and walk, and walk, read, write, and nap...for I do not want to be influenced by these lovely family members. Now, to do some therapy Facebook gaming before I prepare to go to church. I am looking forward to seeing my church family and not soon enough.
Thank you guys for letting me vent. I am really not a negative person; but I sure do feel it right now.
Well, now to find out my BF for the past 21 years has told her daughter that I am back on drugs because I acted like a kid by throwing a temper tantrum. I do believe walking away is the most adult response when angered by any situation. She has been trying to cause chaos for the last month or two. Do you think having my ex-husband visit her might have something to do with it?
ReplyDeleteOh, getting ready for the cruise. All clothes clean and ready for suitcase. Purchased a medium size overboard bag in case I have to jump ship. I can keep passports and IDs dry along with blanket and maybe a change of clothing. Will definitely read the manual before leaving land. Not scared; excited because this is my first cruise. Not scared; but prepared.